loss

It saddens me to think that you would think different of me after you asked the question....

"so why do you support gay rights are you a lesbian or something?" this was the question of the friend that I thought wouldn't care that I was Bi but I guess I was wrong because now he looks at me like I am some kind of freak. It isn't something that you can catch like he puts it, you are born like it and it took me a while to accept the fact that not everyone agrees with it. But it hurts me that my best friend would think differently of me now because he asked that simple question. I always thought he knew but I guess not, it is a loss that will always hurt me and I know I shouldn't worry about it but I do, I am afraid he is going to spread rumors about me and I just I just cant deal with that right now...... im sorry that you don't look at me the same after today but I cant just change I was born this way.....